Dis-traught [di-strawt]-adjective
| 1. | distracted; deeply agitated. |
| 2. | mentally deranged; crazed. |
Origin:
1350–1400; ME var. of obs. distract distracted, by assoc. with straught, old ptp. of stretch
1350–1400; ME var. of obs. distract distracted, by assoc. with straught, old ptp. of stretch
Stop stop stop.
Really, this is too too much.
You pluck away at these vulnerable heart strings of mine and I'm so distraught now.
Both definitions are so wonderfully exact.
I'm losing it everybodyyyy.
If I can't have you then I'll have everyone else and hope it makes you jealoussss.
It's fucking childish, I know, and you might not even care, but it'll make me feel better I swear.
Oh oh there's something gone wrong here behind my eyelids where the colors meet the pictures and thoughts are squeezed out from their little cracks into the open world where hundreds of beasts come and take them away before the poor darlings are even given a chance.
I want to give love, and have love, and be loved and I want to express myself so much more but I just can't yet.
Really, this is too too much.
You pluck away at these vulnerable heart strings of mine and I'm so distraught now.
Both definitions are so wonderfully exact.
I'm losing it everybodyyyy.
If I can't have you then I'll have everyone else and hope it makes you jealoussss.
It's fucking childish, I know, and you might not even care, but it'll make me feel better I swear.
Oh oh there's something gone wrong here behind my eyelids where the colors meet the pictures and thoughts are squeezed out from their little cracks into the open world where hundreds of beasts come and take them away before the poor darlings are even given a chance.
I want to give love, and have love, and be loved and I want to express myself so much more but I just can't yet.
The song Post All 'Em by YACHT calmed me down so much and just filled my mind with new thoughts.
I fucking love it.
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